It has come to my attention that I've been getting shit talked and ragged on more now then ever before. Sure everyone does it. I do time to time. Hell most of us do! But the things I'm hearing now are just hurtful and down right awful. I sit and rack my brain wondering what I did to these "friends" to deserve all this back talk. The answer is simple. Nothing. People shit talk to make themselves look better. Is it jealousy or just conversation? Or maybe both? The fact of the matter is I could now care less.
For years I hated when people were mad at me and hated me. I would do everything in my power to make sure everyone of my friends liked me. One day I just woke up and didn't care anymore. If they are really my friends they wouldn't talk bad about me. It just hurts to hear negative things about someone you really felt was a great friend. Though in the Orlando production world everyone here pulls the two faced act like they matter in the industry. This is a reason I don't want to move out to California for work. If I think it's bad here I KNOW it can only get worse there. Now I'm not saying everyone in the production industry is fake. It's just now rearing it's ugly head at me. I just hope I get proven wrong in the near future.
